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weehooo!!~ive passed d driving test n now i'm free to use d car n cant wait to 'meronggeng'..hehehe..poyo je..nway, d day dat ive been dreading all dis while had finally over..yep, with a 'P' license in my hand is actually cool for the moment n being an unofficial driver for my dad,mum n dat those kiddos kat rumah is actually tiring..heheh..but it's fine tho..dat was wut lupi had been confronted two years before =p

juz got home from PD..my mum's faculty was helding a family day with plenty fun activities such as dart competition, sukaneka (?) n so on but alas, i didnt even participate in any of those..heheh..penat n malas n 'tak kuase' bak kate dad..heheh..well,im not dat sporting to join dat kinda thingy..having d breakfast, lunch n dinner was ok (ngehehe..) but to participate in wut, sukaneka???huhuhu..no thanx..maybe next time..met zamir (my junior back then in primary skewl..he's charming,seriously..never thot i would say dat..hehe) n several budak bangi dat i recognise..all in all, d family day was ok..

anyway, last two days, along ima came by to finish up dat 'bunga pohor' for abg amir's wedding dis april..yep, i was, am n will 'forever' be along ima's attention to help her doing that meticulous thingy..leceh giler!!anid n icah mmg x boleyh harap..they're such a goof-off!!especially icah laa..nway, wif mum n along ima beside, they started to chat bout life as a doctor, along ima's experiences working in d new hosp, gorgeous n handsome medical assistants n bla bla..n not to forget, they talked about 'boyfriend'..urggh,dunno why but dat topic really makes me sick..ive had enuf..well,for d moment tho..a.ima told me dat its time for me to be an adult (tanak!!!x puas jadik kiddo kat rumah!!) i mean, to look forward and ponder about my future life..well, without any good reasons, recently, mum started to talk to me about having a bf..she said, after this, i'm gonna further my studies on medicine for like wut, 7 years?? so, shes kinda risau if i get married lambat2..(ish,teruk betul english..hampeh!) n i wus like 'mum..dina baru je habis spm..takkan nak pikir pasal ni kot?result pon x kluar lagi..degree pon x start lagi!!!!! (yep,of course in a polite way lorh!duh!~) n she said 'sekrg ni kan org main chop2'..'wut d hell on earth is 'chop2'???' a little voice raced thru the back of my head..pethatic..i really am..i think i'm d only girl on earth who has a really bad opinion on having a bf..well actually, to be honest to myself, i am quite choosy especially on this kinda stuff..i mean, choosing a partner for the rest of my life is not a simple thing to do..ok, let me be straight..i want sumone who's undertsanding, good-looking, medical student would be better, funny, loves laughing out loud (gosh dat is the most relaxing thing to do!) n of course filthy rich (a bmw z4 for my wedding hantaran is enuf ^~^)!!!hahahaha..anyone interested??well, i noe, nobody is perfect n i myself is not perfect..in fact, perfectly imperfect..but i juz need some times to find the right guy n it's juz not a suitable time yet..i need to enjoy a lil bit more n hav my teenagers years go the way that i want..'i noe it's too early for you tapi ko ni kan dina, kena laa peramah sket n buat2 bodoh (hahaha..there is a story beyond dat phrase)..jangan laa sombong je..ko ni mesti nak org yg lagi hebat dr ko kan??' that was one of d scripts frm a.ima..yep, perhaps i am looking for d perfectly-perfect guy..well, juz like i said, this stuff really makes me sick..i had one before but things had gone in a wrong way..i myself never ask for it..i think, having my dad, abang amir n lupi is enuf to be d heroes of my life..but yeah, d time will come..oh forgot to mention!!! nazme haniff is my hero as well =))