Perfect Feeling

They say, everyone in your life comes with a reason. Once their role is done, they will leave. But somehow, you sometimes mistakenly interpret their roles that you end up hardly letting them walk away. That’s when you just hope they didn’t show up in the first place even though they have given you one of the sweetest moments to be kept in heart.

Macam jiwang je kan bunyik? But no, it’s not meant to be jiwang. It’s something comes from really deep within. I’m sure you can’t avoid from having someone whom you treasure the most, right?

Anyways, now I’m back home. After a 5-day trip in Terengganu and almost 3-hour drive to Jasin, I finally have ample time for this. I’m so knackered. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to write here but I just feel like pressing this keyboard and update something in this neglected bloggy. Heh.. Now, the thoughts of having this blog terminated crop up just suddenly. Again. I’m not sure if I can keep up the momentum for any longer. It has been almost three years. Of course it holds so much about my personal life but I think I need this commitment for something else. I don’t know. Or maybe I’m just being confused like I usually do.

So, the trip was brilliantly fun. I’ve tried to construct some sentences to describe the trip but I failed with style, of course. Hehehe.. It was so fun that I hardly explain and put it into plain words. You can have a look at some photos in my friendster page and my flickr and that’s enough to clarify how enjoyable the trip was, I guess.

Anyhow, rumours are going around about results being announced this 2nd of August. To be honest, I just couldn’t get the jitters like what I SHOULD HAVE BEEN FELT. Everyone is being nervous about it but I’m still sitting here now, talking nonsense without having a slight feeling of anxiety about it. Now, that worries me so much. I’m not being over-confident, don’t get me wrong. I’m not confident with my results AT ALL! And I’ve mentally prepared for the worse, for whatever results I’m going to obtain. Yes, you’ll be devastated if it didn’t turn out the way you want it to be but to come to think of it, you really have no control whatsoever over it. So, let it speaks on its own, right? I cannot join the ‘jemaah of being cuak’ sebab tak cukup syarat lagi. Aku masih tak rase perasaan cuak tu. Huhu.. But whatever it is, I’m hoping so much for everything to appear excellently.

Actually, I’m not very sure what I’m truly feeling right now. I don’t feel the nerve. I’m still unsure about my future. I have M0C and BTN to attend. Logically, I should be feeling a bit of a tense right now but I’m numb. Perhaps? Ntahlaa.. Or maybe I’m baffled over something/someone else. Yes, that’s more likely. Hah hah.. Oh, I’m crapping again.

So I better stop now or I’ll go mad. Gudnight people :)

The silence of the sound. The warmth of the cold. The darkness of the light. The happiness of the poignancy. The glory of the solitude. The truth of the lie. They may contradict but that's the beauty of the words. And that is what really explains my thoughts right now.

P/S: Thanx a lot. You've changed my perspective about life. You've gone through a lot of difficulties and how I wish I could always be there besides and accompany you. But I just can't. I believe Allah has saved the best gift for a great person like you :)

Hidupku Penuh Dugaan

Hidupku. That’s the name of a guy whom I have a nodding acquaintance with in flickr. Looking at his photos, he did make a lot of travels. To Afghanistan, Texas, Arizona and locally as well like Penang, Kelantan and so on. In one of his Kelantan set, he snapped some photos of a PAS meeting with a crowd of muslims wearing tudungs and kopiahs. He dropped me a comment on one of my photos and with “Cantik sangat!” remark, and a name like that, doesn’t make he seems like other race but a Malay. But reality is, he’s an English. It just appears ironic to me even more when knowing that he’s working on some masjid projects. Well I don’t know what those projects are all about but he does have a portfolio of Mosques in Malaysia.

I just wondered how the world can be so sophisticated. And paradoxical.

Anyways, last week was a bit hastening. Not that I’m over occupied and all but sudden news and requests cropping up made me a bit mentally jumbled but alhamdulillah I handled them all right. Went to MidValley to buy some stuff the other day but ended up watching Harry Potter movie which to me was ‘not that good’. I personally think it’s the worse movie out of the series. But brilliant work by the team though. They did harrypotterise the audience, if you get what I mean. The latest book has just been released recently. I don’t know why but since the fourth book, I just don’t have the interest to read the books that much. Maybe because I know I can just watch the movie without having to read the books. Or maybe I’m not that keen to talk about things that people often pay heed to. I started reading HP when I was in form one. At that time, the book was just released in the UK but not yet in Malaysia. Along Ima recommended me the book and it really put me in awe somehow. I wanted to share with some of my friends but they just didn’t really care a toss with what I was reading. Sakit hati la jugak kan.. And then, a few years after that and until now, everything about HP is just something that trips off people’s tongue and I’m no longer interested enough to ardently enjoy the series.

On the way back from Mid to Bangi, Abg Amir called me up and suddenly made the indoor photoshoot that I’ve been talking about to be on that night. I wasn’t ready for it actually but he and others don’t have other time to fit the session into so I had to do it anyhow. I was expecting it to be very stressful and in tense because, you know, that was my first time doing any kind of photoshoot and they expected me to DIRECT!! Like hello people, I’m a newbie not a pro!! Luckily Kak Fi@, Bro N@d’s wife was around and she helped me a lot in directing. The photoshoot went out pretty well though the photos didn’t quite so. Hehe.. It was fun though, working with those people. They are very fun to be with and friendly to hang around with. The model is Bro @zzad’s fiancé. Bro @zzad and Bro N@d are Abg Amir’s friends since in MCKK so they know each other pretty well. I’ve put some of the photos in my flickr.

Oh and I forgot the tell about the second session of Renungan ESQ that I attended few weeks back in hotel istana KL. On the whole, it put you in repentance just like usual. I have so much to say about ESQ but maybe in the next post. And yesterday, I went to a Dinner Perdana in conjunction with an Islamic education fair conducted by ICEE (kalau tak silap arr. Huhu..) dekat Grand Seasons Hotel KL. K@uth@r yang ajak senornye so pegi je la. Best la gak dengar talk tu. Very enlightening and menginsafkan la. Cumenye, tgk org2 bertudung labuh n berpurdah, agak culture shock sket. Bukannye ape tp rase macam left out and menginsafkan laa. Huhu.. Blom pegi UK lagi dah culture shock kat negare sniri. Heh.. But I really enjoyed the talk..

I’m going off for a terengganu trip this Tuesday. Excited la jugak senornye. Huhu tapi harap2nye takdela sampai tak igt dunia. Harap2nye masih boleh behave dengan cemerlangnye! Huhu.. Pastu, on the 29th, there’ll be an outdoor photoshoot kat KLCC yang diorganise oleh Bro 2uhr! (hmm aku ngaku laa die mmg pro. Sob2.. tp still sakit hati lg..) and some of the SFCS people. I wanted to join tapi memandangkan aku baru sampai kl pagi tu, rase macam sangat penat pulak. So terpakse la batalkan niat. Aduhai melepas lagi gue.

Dan update terbaru, aku punye BTN is on the 13th till 17th of August. Tertekan la jugak sbb baru dpt results time tu tapi takpe, kene think positive always :)

And suddenly, I just feel like flying to Pluto!!!!

Blue At Dawn

I just love to be in a life of solitude, sit in silence, and listen to the sound of a whisper.

by entlintw.flickr

The World Is Shrinking!

I know it’s almost 2 and I have something important to do tomorrow but I just can’t wait any more second to blurt out all these thoughts in my head. Let me just start here..

• Along Ima is now doing her masters in ENT in HUKM. Her head of department is Atikah’s father’s brother. In simple words, Dr. S@ni is tikah’s uncle. Atikah is my old friend since in smkj2 and we happened to be roommates mase form 4 kat langkawi. And her father, Dr. L@tiff kenal imr@n k0yube, my senior in college and insyaAllah in Leicester.


• Kak sue is my brother’s wife. In simple words, she’s my sis-in-law. She has a cousin of my age, Kh@irun who is currently doing law in uia. And she happens to be a roommate to my old friend in maahad, Ulf@h yang aku ada kisah sejarah tersendiri dgn Ulf@h ni. Ulf@h has a sister in sbpigm whom used to be anid’s friend when she was there back in 2004. And Kh@irun is also connected to syik n @im@n, my langkawi friends.


• Neli has mentioned to me once about GuruBe$@r and so I signed in the C$ forum and berkenalan dgn cikgu2 n student kat situ. I’ve mentioned about GuruBe$@r’s wife, Dr. Int@n kan?? Yes, she’s Angah Aya’s colleague in Engineering Department, UPM.


• I was with Mum, waiting for @nid kat jasin. And then, an aunty with manner suddenly approached us and bertegur sapa la kan. We talked for a while until she asked me, “belajar mana skrg?”. “KYu3M”. “Ooow, aunty ada anak sedara kat sana. M@rdhiy@h $H@@ri. Kenal???”. M@r is my chem. and bio classmate and also my coursemate so technically, I know her VERY well.


• I was browsing the net long long ago, hopping from one photography site to another. Then I stumbled upon this one website [can’t remember the url] and the photographer’s name is bro zul. And he happens to be one of the $FC$ students. And you know what?? Bro Zul was Along Ima and Angah Aya’s wedding photographer!!! And aku dulu penah ade crush kat Bro Zul. Hahahaha.. Ok, tu cerita lame.


• Remember @litt? No?? Ok x kesah la. He has a friend named W3nk. W3nk has another friend, mirul who’s currently a med student in Ukraine. Aku kenal mirul ni dah lame, ade la dalam 2 tahun lebih. And then I checked his blog sometime ago and I found out, mirul ni member pulak ngan @rg3n, my senior in college. Hmm..
  

Actually there are dozens more but I can’t really call them to mind. But what really makes me to put up this entry is this:

• I was wasting my time as usual, browsing friendster and looking for old friends. Then, out of nowhere, a name of “Dina” caught my attention. Ok fine la bukan aku sorg name dina. Tapi aku saje je la click. Eh, hensem plak pakwe die. Name pon firdaus. I’m not sure if you remember anything about a guy named “Fird aka Firdaus” but he used to be someone. But anyways, browse punye browse punye browse, she has an aunty. And guess what? Her aunty is Pn. R@ih@n P@le$tin!!!! Pn. R@ih@n is one of the top people in F0rum K0munik@$i @lumni ESQ!! Mase ni pun aku dah ber”wah wah wah” sorang2. Heh.. Pastu masuk la blog Kak Dina ni. Ooow, rupe2nye firdaus tu bukan pakwe die tapi tunang, nak kawen dah *melepas laaa!!!* and guess what????? *second time dah ni* Kak Dina punye wedding photographer is GuruBe$@r $@iful N@ng and the geng from $FC$!!!! Ya Allahhh, keciknye dunia!!!

I sat in silence for a moment, thinking about all these, how the world can be so small, just SO TINY. And I can’t imagine the endless connections I have with the rest of the world. It makes me realise how small we are, and how wide and infinite the knowledge of HIS that we don’t have. There are so many signs and symbols around us that bring us back to who we really are but yet we tend to ignore. Kan?? We often forget betapa Maha Mengetahui and Maha Besar Allah kan??

Out of all this mystery, I have been looking for someone since a couple of years back but there’s just no way I could reach that person. Sekecik2 dunia ni, tak pernah walau sekali pun I’m connected to that person. Well, you know who. But if you don’t, don’t bother to find out, he’s no one.

When the world can be so small, why are we keep on bragging about ourselves who worth nothing?

Kongratulasi!

A big gratitude I convey to the $FC$ team for the achievement you've made so far especially to our beloved GuruBe$@r. Cayalah korang!! And and yea, to br0 2uhr!e, I can see your name stated in the paper. Capub je tau!! Huhu.. Tahniah tahniah.. It has been a pleasure to be amongst you guys. I've learnt a lot! Thanx!

$FC$ team in iKON berita harian, today.

The Longing

I just bought Nazrey Johani's new album, Syahadah. Current infatuation: Kekasih Yang Dirindu. Aku nangis mase first time dgr lagu ni. Rasa dah lama sgt hidup penuh dgn dosa. Rasa dah lama sangat aku rindukan seseorang. You know how I can imagine and feel very deeply that Rasulullah p.b.u.h was, is and always been the most loved person on earth?

I've always respected P@k @ry with his team, how they can come out with such way of bringing people back on the right track. Aku mmg sangat, sangat respect P@k @ry. So do other alumnus. Kalau dapat tangkap gambar dgn P@k @ry mmg satu kejayaan yang besar jugak la. And satu bende yang aku suka pasal P@k @ry is he's really humble and down to earth. Dia selalu cakap, "Bukan saya yang buat kamu semua insaf. Bukan saya yang membawa cahaya 165 tapi baginda Rasulullah s.a.w lah yang patut kita berterima kasih" and at that moment, I was just too overwhelmed to hold back the feelings.

We just forget who our Nabi is and how he had sacrificed so much for his ummat. Too much that he had fought for that we often take advantage on it. So many that he had stood up for that we don't even know how to recite 'selawat' to him. We don't see him as someone whom we know, let alone love because we actually don't know how to appreciate the 'nur' that he had brought.

Hope we could get something good in return from the song and this entry.

Kami tak pernah lupakan kasih sayangmu,
Engkaulah segala-galanya dalam hidup ini,
Meskipun kami dicela kerana cintakan mu,
Tapi itu merupakan satu kemuliaan bagi kami,
Meskipun kami belum bertatap muka denganmu,
Tapi kerinduan selalu ingatkan pertemuan denganmu,
Ramai orang merasa terhibur dengan dunia,
Tapi kami berasa terhibur dengan kehadiranmu,
...Ya Rasulallah!!

Wallahu'alam.

Stands Alone

Indecisive to choose universities – You didn’t want to go to Univ N for some personal reasons but you chose it, finally, for some unknown reasons – You didn’t get the letter and the questionnaire form from univ N that you needed to submit within a particular period when everyone had done with it – You got rejected by another university of your first choice, univ L – You started to develop the liking for univ N and yes, you liked it at last – You got called for Univ N interview and you were accepted by the univ – You were so happy and started to plan out your future in Univ N – You suddenly got reconsidered by Univ L that had rejected you before and it was just because you were put on indirectly to commit to the univ – And yes, you were accepted by Univ L unexpectedly – You didn’t have other choices but to decline the offer from Univ N because you were committed to Univ L – After all those strenuous thoughts and gruelling judgments, Univ N is now not even your insurance.

I don’t know what’s really in my head right now but I’m totally sure it’s some sort of disillusionment. You know how it feels when things that you’ve been planning for quite some time suddenly just turn out totally poles apart in a blink of an eye? You just want to question everything. Why this, why that. Yes, I believe Allah is the best planner but it’s not easy to deal with an unappreciative human like me with incessant needs.

No, it doesn’t have to do with my university that caused this frustration. I’m very very happy with Leicester now. It’s just that I was planning for something big today but it happened to be cancelled just suddenly. Someone from The Neverland that appeared to my sight out of the blue was supposed to come to my house for a little get together. So, I told Mum and hoped she could be mentally prepared for it. Ye la, ni rumah parents aku, takkan aku nak bawak org sesuke hati.

So, my mind have been reckoning, you know, nak bagi makan ape, how to make up the table [bukan date or candle light dinner lah!], what topic to chat, how I’m going to introduce that person to Mum and icah [diorg dua je ade kat rumah. Lupi n Dad kat johor..], how Mum would react, what kind of questions to ask and bla3. On my way back to bangi from KL [I was meeting up with Sarah Qil@h M@r M0m@d sume kat sogo], I’ve been thinking e.v.e.r.y s.i.n.g.l.e thing. I sms-ed *** for a few times “You”re coming kan?”, “Jadik kan? Pkl brape?”, mmg tak tenang duduk lah!!

Sekali tu….

“Dina, I’m sorry. I have something else and I need to go to Pluto (bukan nama tempat sebenar tapi mmg sgt jauh la!) for bla bla bla..I'm very very sorry bla bla bla.. I thought yada yada yada. Maybe we can lalalalala.. Please send my regard to your mum. I'm so sorry..” – 21:12:39 110707

-Silence-

-Stillness-

To make things worse, I wanted to reply the message tiba2 batteri habes. So, pegi la charge. Dah penat2 taip, tibe2 takde credit!!!!!!!! Pastu dengan tabahnye, pegi la tukar baju pakai tudung sume terkapai2 nak beli credit punye pasal, tibe2 krete takde minyak and petrol kiosk is like 10min drive from my house!!!!!!!!!! Tertekan!! So pegi jugak la petrol kiosk. Skali tu, dah siap masuk petrol kiosk park kreta sume, lupe plak nak bawak wallet!!!!!!!! Ya Allah, mmg dugaan. Last2, balik rumah je dengan penuh kekecewaan. Masuk2 rumah je, mum tanye, “Mane kawan?” dan dengan penuh kecewa dan sebak, aku cerita la segala benda kat Mum. Sekali tu mum kate, “Laaa nape tak pinjam henfon mum je nak reply msg???”

Alahai…. BENGONGNYE DINA!!!

So, I ran immediately to get Mum’s phone and replied the message. Yang memang kelakar n nak bagi perisa oren dan strawberry kat cerite ni, mase tgh ‘sending message’ tu, tibe2 henfon Mum plak habes bateri and I’m not sure if the person received the msg but if the person did, dia tak reply pape so I assumed the person didn’t get the msg.

…………………………………………

You can just imagine, just for one second IMAGINE how I’m supposed to feel or react right now. I don’t know if I’ve been jinxed or whatever but I am soo tired to handle this situation and this feeling that’s killing me to death right now. No, I didn’t text the person after that and just let fate decide and play its role. The person might think I’m mad and merajuk sbb tu tanak reply msg. If the person wants to think that way, so be it. Allah knows how hard I’ve gone through to just get one moment to explain to the person everything. Biarlah… penat!!!

You know what, people say, humans are always full of sins and misdeeds but when things like this happened, it’s actually their chance to ‘muhasabah’ diri and be penitent for whatever they’ve done. I know and I very so believe that Allah yang menetukan segala2nya and PASTI DAN PASTI ada hikmah di sebaliknye tapi setan ni mmg sgt jahat and buat hati ni ngade2 banyak songeh.

Maka dengan itu, saya ingin tido kerana sangat penat!!

p/s: It’s ok.. If there’s a next time, there will be. Have a save journey! Take care..

HAPDET!

Wah, lamenye tak update bloggy!! Hmm.. too much to share yet too little time to tell. It was a very tiring week. Every single day, from the last entry, I just can’t avoid my mind from rearranging words by words, sentence by sentence, on what to write in the blog because I just have so many things to acquaint with. But by the time I sat on the chair, in front of this desktop, I was just too knackered to get my brain to work. Sometimes I just stared at the monitor without having intension to blog at all so I just checked my email, followed up news in SFCS and edited some photos in my old collection.

Well, first of all, as most of us know, Roger Federer won his fifth Wimbledon title in his final match yesterday against Raphael Nadal *applause*. I’ve never liked tennis that much. I mean, I’m not that sporty kind of person. I know how to play but most of the time, just for leisure, not really into tournaments, though I don't play back in college, tennis racket hanya sekadar hiasan. But I haven’t missed Grand Slam matches ever since I was in my lower form years so I’ve basically been following Federer’s feat. I just adore him, the way he plays, the way he handles the game and simply the way he smiles. Comel gile. Mate dah la kecik. Huhu.. Nadal, on the other hand, played well too. It was a stiff match, really and the time spent for it is of course beneficial enough.

Anyways, the seminar that I attended last week was interesting and worthy of note. The conference with a topic of “Dem0graphic Wind0w f0r Devel0pment: 0pp0rtunities and Challenges” was basically about the demographic trends in Malaysia. Having some reputable local speakers as well as outside speakers from Japan, Singapore and Australia, talking about Ageing, Demographic Transition and Future Prospect, Migration and Urbanization and my favourite topic, Reproductive Health, made me sit just upright throughout the days. Of course I didn’t perceive the whole concept of those demographical terms technically but I did learn some of them in my econs class and some were even discussed during our medical forum back in college like Abortion, HIV/AIDS and Contraception [teringat bad n sarah. Huhu..]. Though a bit draining, it was very enlightening. And yea, I bet I was the only college student there, surrounded by all those professors, Dr’s and other respectable people.

And then, last Saturday, we had a family barbecue at the house. Everybody was around and yes, including Anido. She lost her bag and her wallet that she left in her class [she has always been wise, if u get what I mean. Haih..] so after made the police report, she got back home to renew her IC. So again, the full-house had left me with pilled-up work to do. Memang la seronok semua org ade tp penat gile plis! Nak harapkan Lupi anid n icah??? Hmmm satu tanda soal yang BESAR tu!! But we really had fun. Nazme makin jadik big boy yg ngade2, aida yang spt biase hyperactive and effa yang makin ayu n comel mcm nak kene gigit smpai nanges! Huhu..

Then we finally watched Transformers yesterday or is it today? Because we watched it at 0000. It was not my fault. Spt biase, anid yg persuasive tu berjaye dpt ape yg die nak! Cis! Tapi seriously, the graphic was very high in standard and sangat gempak. Memang best gile tak tipu!!! I don’t why but I was very sentimental when Optimus Prime appeared on the screen. Nostalgic gile. Sbb dulu kecik2 selalu tgk katun die n siap ade toy lorry merah tu. Mmg best ar. Haritu dah janji ngan Abg Amir nak tgk same tp sbb anid gelabah n tgk gak, so tepakse la tgk without Abg Amir and we didn’t tell him that we’ve watched the movie so just now he rang me up, “Dina, book kan ticket! Jom tgk esok!” dengan semangatnye. Serba salah plak. Huhu.. I could sense his frustration at the end of the line tp nak wat camne. Abg Amir merajuk skrg. Hehe.. Maybe we can watch Harry Potter besame2 pulak ye bang!

And after this, I need to kemas rumah plak sbb yaya is staying over tonight so……… For the time being, that’s about it. I still need to plan my schedule for the next days. Haih, so tired meh!!! So, will update later then!

These are some shots that I snapped during the bbq day. Looking at these photos, I just hate myself for thinking about the day I have to go somewhere far because I'm sure I'm going to be homesick for months!! Sigh..

P/S: Yesterday was Uncle Saiful's birthday! No, he's not my uncle la. He's one of my sifus yang banyak tolong aku pasal web-building sume2 nih. So, heppy 25th birthday bro!! :)

Time keeps ticking

My break has started to be stuffed. I know I haven’t done my assignment on the so-called ‘beijing slideshow’ [sorry im ^^;] but I promise I’ll get it done when I’m free. I’ve left my organiser ever since I had my exams few months ago. Now, I better start rummaging through my boxes and trace where it is because I’m really in need of it at right this moment.

I’m not sure what I’m going to type now.

Soooo.. ermm, what I’ve been up to recently?? Well, met up some bangi friends. Went out for a movie with lupi and those two kiddos at Cineleisure few days back. We watched Surf’s Up. And hey, it’s a nice cartoon, really enjoyed it. It’s better than Happy Feet I would say. No, we didn’t manage to get tickets for transformers and as for that, we’re planning to watch it with Abg Amir Along Ima n Angah Aya later but I’m not sure when they’re free or better still, when I’m free. Bajet, jgn x bajet. Haha.. Ermm.. went for shopping, bought myself a DigiCam magazine costs almost 40bucks. Now, that’s the most expensive photography magazine I’ve ever bought. But it’s worthwhile with all the tips and free cd of photoshop tutorial so I’m not regret hanging the expense. And ermm, Qi1@h and her friend im@n dropped by my house this afternoon. We chatted for a while, and then they left.

And tomorrow..

“National Population Conference 2007”. Well, whatever that is but I’m going with Mum to Renaissance Hotel in KL for three days. I’m going to act like a grown-up and professional. Hah!

And Friday.. need to buy and prepare some stuff for a family barbecue on the next day. InsyaAllah semua org ade except for anid busuk. Well, now it’s her turn to be left out. Dulu kat langkawi aku selalu kene abai gak. Huhu..

And on the 9th, need to clean and make up the house for some friends to sleep over: m@ri0 w0nk@ and y@y0 because we’re sending the UEM peeps off to aussie at the airport on the next day. On the 11th, we’re planning to jenjalok around KL.

Few days after that, need to make an appointment with Abg Amir for his whatever internet marketing. Yes, I’m going to do a photoshoot for the model, @my. It’s not something that I’m looking forward to, of course, because I have NO idea, ZILCH, NADA, YILEK on how to deal with the lighting and all those crappy stuff. So, to make everything fast and quick, I’ll just push the shutter release and pretend that it’s going to be purrfeeccctt!

And... I have other project with Lupi. Now, for that, I need to spend some time, and money to make sure everything goes well. Everybody’s going to lurve it! Huhu..

And oh yea.. I forgot one thing. The EVER AWAITED LOVELY BTN. Penat aku semangat berkobar2 untuk menjadi rakyat Malaysia yang patriotik kepada kerajaan tp sedihnye, diorang tak panggil lagi. En. Kh@iz@n kata maybe bulan 8 kot. Takpe, akan ku simpan semangat tinggi tu untuk bulan depan. Hekyah!~

Ermm anything else?

I’m tired and I need to go to bed now..

"By (the Token of) Time (through the Ages),
Verily Man is in loss,
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy."
Al-Asr: 1-3

"Ya Allah ya Tuhanku.. Jauhkanlah kami daripada golongan orang-orang yang di dalam kerugian. Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang lurus.."

Wallahu'alam