Monday, January 31, 2005

Expactations

I am always expected
to be someone else,
to go the other way
and not be myself.

I am always expected
to change who I am,
to always push myself
and raise the bar.

I am always expected
to do better every day,
cuz average is not good enough
but maybe that is where I want to stay.

I am always expected
to live life as a bore,
but what of my expectations
don't they matter anymore.

I only expect myself
to get up every day,
to keep moving on
but live my way.

I dont want any expectations
I want to be myself,
so please..let me be who I am
cuz I dont want to be like everyone else.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

an expactation sumtimes can change into a contradiction.hav a thought of it miss

deynarashid said...

yeah..i'm well aware.but i wasnt saying bout contradiction miss/mr..i was saying bout expactation n both terms are really different.get it?

Anonymous said...

just be urself girl.dont have to pretend that u're ok.i love the real u.dont have to be other person coz i have the best in u =) cheers!-azrai macho-

deynarashid said...

i noe roy.thanx a lot mate =) missing ya like hell!~

deynarashid said...

thanx so much hanim =) luv ya too! =)