Sunday, March 04, 2007

Can't think of any..

Icah: Na, hari Khamis hr tu ade kawan na call rumah. Icah tak ingat nama dia apa. Kalau tak silap amir ke ape tah. Dia kata dah lama lost contact. Dia tanye na sekarang belajar kat mana. Icah kata esok na balik so dia kata hari jumaat tu dia nak call tapi takde pun.
Me: Hmm.. Siapakah????

As far as I’m concerned, I don’t have any friend named @mir except for @mir riz@l in Langkawi to whom I wasn’t that close [in fact, he’s now in Russia, why on earth did he want to call me for?] and @mir F@reed with whom I still keep in touch in college and receiving a call from him is like impossible. If it was @imr@n, he just texted me the day before that guy called and he knows where I’m studying now, so that cancels his name out. I’m not that keen to find out who that guy was. Well, to be honest, I do want to know tapi malas la nak memenatkan kepale otak. But somehow for some reasons, I just hope, really hope that it was m@x, pretending to be someone else. Yes, he’s still there somewhere in the void, I can’t help that. Yes, I’m still hoping to hear from him, even I know it might be wearisome. And yes, I can be very pathetic and sick when it comes to m@x. I’m sorry for myself..

Well, nothing much to blog. We, the senior biologists went to the Elephant Sanctuary in Pahang on Friday. The elephants are big, stink at times, smart and cute! Basically we just learnt new stuff about elephants and gaining as much knowledge as possible especially about the conservation of elephants in Malaysia. We went there in the first place is because 'Conservation of Endangered Animals' is one of the topics in the application of biology so that’s why Mr. B0l@r was so excited when he came out with his idea to go to that place. Though a bit tiring, it was fun actually =) I didn’t take any photo because my camera was running out of battery and I couldn’t find any battery in that place so yea, I had to ‘mencapub’ in other’s cameras. Heh.. Oh talking about camera, the instructor or also known as ‘The Elephant Man’ had this one very cool Canon camera and the way he took pictures really made me green with envy. Wuhuuu.. Kewl gile beb! Jeles gak ar. Huhu.. Then, one of the buses sent those who wanted to go back home to KL Central including me. And that made me, qin, @qt@r, hi1fi and @d@m had to struggle to get ourselves in the overloaded train. And it was very stressful and disappointing. Tapi tak kisah sangat because Nazme was waiting for me at home. Miss him already :(

I did nothing for the weekend except for shopping with Icah and abg Amir in alamanda. Bought a pair of new slacks and that’s it. Oh yea, Abg Amir wasn’t chosen to be one of the instructors for that BMW thingy. The reason being is they wanted people who are already an instructor since they are running out of time to train people. Hmm.. baru je berangan nak bawak 3series ke, z4 ke. Huhu.. Aish.. duniawi memang menyesatkan. Astaghfirullaah al‘adzim…

And talking about driving, just now I drove back to college sebab kesian kat mum penat. Dad was out for business trip so mum had to send me back. Since she was busy preparing breakfast for the in-law, and then went to surau an-nur for a ceramah and she looked quite tired so I volunteered myself to drive. And Qin hitched a ride sebab parents dia tak boleh hantar. And guess what? For the first time in my life, I got to reach college from home in less than one hour! Sampai2 je kolej qin kate, ‘Dina, u bawak serious laju nak mati. I tobat tanak tumpang u lagi. Haha..’. To be honest, I actually watched out my speed and tried not to exceed the speed limit but I didn’t realize lor! Mum tertido dalam kereta so there was no one to remind me over my speed. Hehe.. Oh well.. I couldn’t be pinned because I inherit that trait from Dad. Hehe.. And know what; Dad actually used to own a SLR camera!! Now I know where I got that gene! Huhu.. Unfortunately, the camera is out of use and rosak. And it’s not a digital cam. Sob2.. Sokay, I’ll get my own one sweet day =)

Anyways, have you heard a band called ‘0utlandi$h’? I don’t know how to describe the band. Tak tahula kumpulan nasyeed ke ape but their songs are kinda related to God and stuff like that. I downloaded some of the songs from a reliable website and one of the songs is featuring Sami Yusof. I read some of the lyrics but what really caught my eyes were these..:

Even when I'm not alone
You are closer than the veins in my neck
Even when I'm all alone

Even when I'm in sleep
You are closer than the veins in my neck
Even when I'm in it so deep

Even when I'm all gone
You are closer than the veins in my neck
Even as I'm singing this song

Even when I'm on a high
You are closer than the veins in my neck
Even when I try to touch the sky

And why did it get my attention? Sebab aku teringat p@k @ry pernah cakap ‘Sesungguhnya Allah itu lebih dekat dengan kita daripada degupan nadi’. And bila aku teringat kata2 p@k @ry ni aku rasa insaf sebab kadang2 aku terleka and lalai dengan kehidupan aku sebagai hamba yang imannya tak tentu, kadang2 naik, kadang2 turun. Kadang2 rasa malu sangat dengan Allah sebab aku tak hargai apa yang telah Dia kurniakan tapi apa yang aku belajar masa esq training, Allah itu Al-Ghafuur dan At-Tawwaab dan selagi pintu taubat belum tertutup, selagi itulah seorang hamba tu patut bertaubat kepada Tuhannya. Semoga hati2 kita dilindungi oleh Allah daripada unsur2 yang tidak elok, insyaAllah..

“Maka hadapkanlah wajahmu dengan mantap kepada agama menurut fitrah Allah yang telah menciptakannya fitrah itu pada manusia. Tiada dapat diubah (hukum-hukum ) ciptaan Allah. Itulah agama yang benar, tetapi kebanyakan manusia tiada mengetahui.” ~ Ar-Ruum 10:43

Wallahu'alam

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