Friday, April 08, 2005

Just Look For Somebody Else

When you think you need somebody beside you, just need to feel the comfort one should hold by, and nobody was there, what do you expect? Sometimes we think that those who are close connected to us are the most suitable people to tell everything to but I may not think so.

I have met thousand of strangers out there and not every people are the same. I have once told this so-called top secret about something really unpleasant (which obviously too vulgar to mention here) to this one particular stranger and he was just the right person to turn to at that period of time. It was like doing something illegal (not literally though) and that pulled you out of the guts to tell the truth to your parents or even your good friends. I poured out everything and told him every single details and at the end of conversation, I just said "Ok, sorry for wasting your time for all these craps and thanx for listening and giving good responds. Babai." Full stop...Wasnt that cool?

What else do you need after letting go all those burdens in your head without have to bother about actions that might be taken by your parents or your friends when you could find a stranger who dont actually give a damn about what you have said. Letting go is all about, after all. Say if you have stolen a story book that you're dying to have one from a bookstore and when you reached home, guiltiness kicked in. What would you do next? Go back to the bookstore and make a confession? Or instead you go straight to the police and say "Go on. Put me in jail"? If there are really that kind of people, believe me, they must have a screw loose.

Well, sometimes, you do need to let out those bad feelings in ur heart no matter to whom. It depends. Some know what they have to respond and some do not. Some know just exactly how you felt but some know inversely. Probably the ones who know you well may end up in your next good friends collection. People just keep coming and going and we cannnot even foretell who will be in the 'collection' in the future. It is just a norm of human kind that we seldom not notice that this cycle of life is actually surrounding us.

Anyway, today, I saw this new 7 series BMW with a very cool number plate 'C3' (must be the royal family) on my way to Banting. And again, my heart skips a beat...OUCH!

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