Wednesday, November 02, 2005

between the distance

I’ve heard someone said; life is beautiful when people you love never break your heart and always paint a smile on your face. No falling-outs. No hard feelings. They just entertain you with their generosity, their stupid jokes, or even with their smiles. But life is not all about beauty and exquisiteness. Sometimes, the person you’ve once used to love is the one who breaks your heart and leaves a deep cut inside.

The worse part comes when you have done so many things in order to get the wound healed and it does not become even better because the person keeps exacerbating things and could not accept the fact that you’re leading a wonderful life. And at this point, you become regretful for meeting such self-centered person and disappointed because the bond of a relationship that used to blossom once ago has broken into pieces that would never ever forge as one again. It hurts you so much.

Yet, don’t forget that there are still people who love and care about you more than you could ever expect. They are willing to do everything and anything, just to make you happy and to make you realize that life is actually all about love and accepting each other because they know what an appreciation means. Sometimes, when you feel like there’s nobody else in this world knows and understands exactly how you feel about something, believe me, there is still someone who could comprehend much better than you yourself do. Allah is fair and His fairness is absolute so always be grateful and thankful for having your beloved ones by your side.

Ramadhan is leaving us, again. We never know if we’re given another opportunity to meet ramadhan again next time. Ask yourself whether you’ve gained good things or bad things through out this ramadhan. And the ‘Eid is coming real soon. I don’t know; I don’t seem to be as happy as I supposed to be. My brothers are light-years away. Angah Aya celebrates in Ipoh, Along Ima celebrates in Tangkak (yes I know. Tangkak-Muar is like 20mins driving. Still…), Tok Mok has moved to Bangi which means I won’t be seeing my uncles (..and don’t get any duit raya? heh..). I just miss someone. I’m not sure who (wuttafish?? this is definitely to make me feel better despite that he's at somewhere I could not reach) but I can feel the lost. Uh, whatever.. hope the person enjoys the eid =)

To all muslims out there, Salam Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin. May Allah bless us through out the years, insyaAllah. Take care and enjoy yourself!! Yeyey raye!!!

Flowers die. Stories end. Songs fade. Memories are forgotten. All things come to an end but precious people like you are treasured forever. Yea right, Max. Words after all, are all lies.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hoih.. tak habis2!!! -roy

deynarashid said...

dah habis dah ;p