ukhuwah fillah

Sahabatku..
Jika hari ini aku terlalu gembira,
Sedarkanlah aku dengan amaran-amaran Allah..
Jika ku bersedih tanpa kata,
Pujuklah aku dengan tarbiah Pencipta..
Jika ku lemah tak berdaya,
Ingatkanlan aku dengan kehebatan syurga..
Jika antara kita ada tembok yang memisah,
Ajaklah aku meleraikannya segera..
Jika pernah hatimu terluka disebabkan daku,
Luahkanlah agar aku mengubah diriku..
Dan jika esok ku lena tanpa terjaga,
Iringilah lenaku dengan kalungan doa..
Berjanjilah temanku,
Ukhuwah kita untuk selamanya.. ^_^

This is one of my favourite friendster testimonials that I will always and forever remember. Although I'm not like what he stated above, because I'm not able to do that, at least the credo is there. Sometimes I do think that deleting my friendster account is a very deeply regrettable mistake but at the same time, I think that's the best decision. I've been playing around with my own phantasm since I met him and it's the time now for me to bail out (and I've been saying this for the millionth time. Hahaha!). I'm struggling, I tell you. Never in my life have I thought things would be this sophisticated. And never in my life have I ever wondered that things would be this hard. But I believe in faith and I always know that nothing is coincident. There is always a bliss beyond everything.

Anyways, I'll be having the chemistry paper2 this afternoon. I don't really get the jitters if I must say. Not that I'm over-confident whatsoever. Just some sort of strong beliefs inside that somewhat gives me hope. Hope I will do well in all papers, insyaAllah. Till then..

p/s: Happy 19th birthday to Aisy@h Zaf|=an and Za#ir H@ika1. Thanx for the wonderful friendship :)