Friday, February 23, 2007

BersamaMu

Today has been a very good one. Woke up early [as in didn’t go to bed after subuh. Yeah, kejayaan bermakne! Hehe..], got my maths assignment done, did several housechores, bagi ikan makan, settled some stuff, went to Along Ima’s house to see Nazme and Effa and finally, snapped some photos! It has been so long since I last edited my self-taken pictures and checking out 4Associate with their new approach really put me to shame. Haha.. Well, for one reason, I’m not a pro like Nadya and the rest [just yet! Hah.. yakin gile..] and for another reason, I’m not committed at all to any photography lesson so yea, just give me some time. I think I need more time than I would have expected. Hehe..

Well, good news to beemer lovers out there: “BMW Malaysia is recruiting candidates to become BMW Driver Training Instructors for it’s new Malaysian BMW Driver Training program via it’s Instructor Academy. The BMW Driver Training is set to be introduced here in Malaysia from April 2007 onwards.”. Menarik kan? Abang amir is one of the 30 candidates who have been called for an interview before they are shortlisted to 15 people to go for an assessment. Out of 15, only 10 will be accepted as the trainers. What really came to my mind was, “Can I be the trainee?”. Heh.. Tapi of course la kene bayar banyak kot. Hmm.. Takpela, lagi rela simpan duit beli Nikon D80 ke, Canon 350D ke, [tolong izy bayar sewa rumah ke. Huhu..] Haih.. What a wishful thinking.

Anyways, talking about izy, I got her email just now. Seperti biasa, meluahkan perasaan yang berduka lara. Heh.. She was a bit frustrated with petronas regarding her accommodation. To cut story short, she has to move out from the house of which its rent has already been settled and still needs to pay rent for the house that she’s going to move into. I knew she must be feeling very disappointed for whatever happened or else she wouldn’t steal her time to email me such a loooong story bertajuk ‘bersamamu’. Heh.. Mule2 aku ingatkan bersamamu Digi, terbayang2 muke orang2 kuning tu, hehe rupenye bersamamu tv3. Haha.. Sedih gak ar cite die. Heh.. Then I told her to be strong sebab semua tu ujian Allah. Ye, cakap memang senang tapi percayalah, ujian tu sume nak menunjukkan yang Allah sayangkan hamba2Nya. So Izy, hopefully everything will be fine. No worries ok :) Nasib baek duk 'kampung' kan? Takde la mahal sgt. [Heh.. Yeke?]

And talking about ujian, feeling comfortable and being in complacency is one of the ‘ujians’ yang Allah turunkan pada hambaNya. Macam aku sekarang ni.. Hmm.. Semalam baca blog Abg Lan and I stumbled upon this: “Jika jawapan kita zon selesa, maka sama-samalah kita beringat, berwaspada, dan berkira-kira akan apa yang hendak kita lakukan. Zon selesa adalah antara dajal tidak bermuka yang sentiasa licik dalam merencana, menilamkan tidur kita dengan lapis-lapis nikmat dan seronok yang tidak terhingga sepanjang masa. Sedikit demi sedikit, mungkar mula membukit. Sehingga kita tidak merasa apa dan selamanya alpa. Aku kini dalam zon selesa secara umumnya. Mempunyai rakan yang berkongsi tawa, juga rakan yang berkongsi duka. Makan dan minum cukup, tidur lena, dan sihat kebanyakan masa. Syukur atas segala nikmat. Tapi, kerana cuai dalam bergembira, aku semakin lupa pada neraka.”

Memang OUCH! gile.. I can’t deny that life has been treating me good and memang sangat selesa sampai leka n lalai. Itulah namenya ‘manusia’ yang memang perlu sentiasa diingatkan. And aku sangat bersyukur sebab setiap ujian yang aku lalui, mesti ada tanda2 untuk aku memberi ingatan pada diri sendiri and muhasabah diri. Mudah2an Allah sentiasa memelihara hati kita daripada kesesatan duniawi, InsyaAllah..

[p/s: Angah Aya and Kak Sue are expacting!! InsyaAllah bulan sembilan and bulan sepuluh ni. Wah, seronoknye!!! Hehe..]

Ya Allah,
Cukup saja Engkau menjadi pemeliharaku
Di dunia dan di akhirat
Jangan biarkan aku sendirian
Berikan lah aku kekuatan Iman
dalam mengharungi ujian Mu dalam hidup ini
Peliharalah aku dari kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran


Wallahu'alam

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

is that the photo that u took? macam tak je. hahaha.. bestnye kalau encik zamir jadik bmw trainer. tapi tak bestnye kalau jadik trainee kepada abang sendiri. haha.. lebih baik belaja kat rumah je ;b

deynarashid said...

err of course it's not!! saye tahula siape saya kan sob2.. mmg la best tp yg bestnye is the driving itself! huhu.. tapi alangkah bestnye kalau abang sendiri jadik ESQ trainer! hmmm..