Monday, June 25, 2007

Run

Hmm..

Bro Karl masih mengikuti rancagan di blog ini rupanya. Adeh.. segan la sikit tapi takpe, bro karl sporting n kewl saja B)

“For me a hobbyist should just be a hobbyist... no need utk kasi can org kritik :)”

He’s right.. Now, after bro t3d poyo2 nak marah aku and dak2 lain kat forum, aku dah malas nak layan org2 kerek mcm tu. Ade la kawan2 lain yg baek hati spt bro azhar dan bro fadhil dan mereka sangat sporting spt bro karl. [maaf, saya bukan playgirl atau gatal tp photographer2 perempuan yg sifu2 spt miss j@y hanya beberapa org saja. Yg kawan2 lain ade la tp kalau bab2 camera, saya lebih suka tanya straight pada yg pakar.] Jadi kesimpulannya, biarlah bakat aku [ade ke bakat? Haha..] terpendam dalam hati di bawa arus perasaan <-- ayat jiwang ahli L18 yg ajar. Harap maklum..

Eh ape aku merepek ni..

Hmm..

Sebenarnye, aku tengah beremosi skrg ni. So I need to merepek to get rid of this feeling. Help me!! Hmm.. Yesterday I did something stupid. I added this one fella, whom I’m not gonna tell, in friendster but up to this point, she didn’t approve my request. Yep, it’s a ‘she’. So I viewed her page and found out that she just uploaded some photos. And much to my disappointment, she put a photo of ‘her other half’. My eyes just dwelled and I cried. Why? Let me just keep it to myself but it really means something significant. I was not surprised with it, it was so expected but each time I look at the picture, I feel an impulsive infinite emptiness. I don’t know how to say but, I’ve never been in such utmost emotion. So I just cancelled the request and now I’m struggling to pretend like nothing happened which is… hard.

Hmm..

Anyways, I went to mid this morning with tikah for a reunion. It was supposed to be a langkawi reunion tp out of those ppl, only 4 are not from KMB so… yea. It was exciting lepak2 main bowling [walaupun aku x main sbb x suke] and main2 kat arcade. Best! Here’s the mosaic. Gambar2 tu tak diedit sbb malas.
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up..

SEDIHNYEEEE :(

1 comment:

izyankhairuo said...

Ah reunion!~ bestnye..ntah bile lagi bleh reunion ngn korang.sob