Friday, November 02, 2007

Of being dramatic. Haha..

Case 1:
You’ve emailed, you’ve googled, you’ve called, you’ve texted, you’ve ym-ed, you’ve done almost every single thing you could think of but the person seemed to be nowhere!

Case 2 (it’s more of an analogy):
When you were in secondary school, you hated this one person so much. You hoped that you and that person would be in different college later on. Few years later, your wish was materialised. You thought you’d be the happiest person in the world. But it didn’t stop there. Your best friend now was in the same college with that person and you had to listen to all stories coming about. And you prayed again that you’d never need to hear about that person again forever. But life is full of surprises; you got to see that person again in university for the next God-knows-how-many years to come. You came to realise that what you’d gone through all this while was not just in dramas or films, it was really happening in your life.

I started off my day today with emailing a friend, A about one stupid question: “Have you ever felt that your life is such a drama?”.

And then I asked another friend, B: “Do you have anyone in this world that you really want to meet but never got the chance. And at the same time having a person whom you really don’t want to see very close-by?”

And I answered them by myself: “Yes, I have. And yes I do.”

And I always tell my other friend, C: “I really can’t wait for the ending! I’m tired of passing the time.”

Every single person around us has their own roles to play. It’s either you like it or not. If you do like, you’d struggle so hard just to keep that person as close contact to you as possible. No matter how far they are from you, you’d find any way possible to make sure they’re fine, even without having you beside to look after them. And conversely, if you don’t, you’d pray day and night for them to just go away. It does not matter even if you have to trouble yourself. Your one ultimate objective is just to be as furthest as you could from that person.

But things.. do not always come easy. And things.. do not always turn out the way you want it to be. No matter how struggling you are to sketch your plans out, you would never be able to go against reality. And HE doesn’t need any plans because HE already knows what the outcome is. And I hope I’d never give up keeping on praying for the best ending.

“Many people don't know that the human eye has a blind spot in its field of vision. There is a part of the world that we are really blind to. The problem is, sometimes our blind spots shield us from things that really shouldn't be ignored. Sometimes our blind spots keep our lives bright and shiny. When it comes to our blind spots, maybe our brains aren't compensating. Maybe they're protecting us.”

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