Being Desirous

I've stumbled upon another blog yesterday. A nice one with pictures taken from the lab with companions around and pictures taken with cadavers. I looooove it especially when it comes to medical study =)

I did get off to a very good start this morning; I went to mum's office and help her out calculated her students' exam marks. After have put my brain in a long rest, I finally woke it up and push it off to start working. I still couldnt accept myself miscalculated the equivalent of 5 + 7? Just imagine how lame can it be *slapping my forehead*

And then I went along to Mum's cousin's house in Ampang with Along Ima and Mum. She has just got a preemie two and a half months ago so in the manner of being airish, we went to visit her. And..they strucked up an interesting conversation mainly about medical stuff like further studies in Master and after that settle down as specialist. Somehow that sort of conversation makes me started to congitate about my future life. One thing for sure; it must be a loooong struggle *sigh*

Anyhow, anid messed my day up. She keeps ordering me to drop her off for her netball practice and then I gotta fetch her in the evening. "Make sure ko dtg ambik pkl 1.10 pastu hantar aku balik pkl 3.30. Dah habis netball nanti ambik aku balik kol 6.30". What the hell, I'm not her driver for God's sake!! And I hate the way she orders me as though she's the boss and I'm the chauffeur. Whatever.. She sometimes really annoys to hell out of me.

Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I feel like starting my life again. I need some space for myself. I want new friends who'll always be there for me. I need to be myself with my loved ones around me. And I need a new life! And these are what I really want for the time being. Alas, people dont always get what they want. Here goes the list and the reasons;

• Taking a drive along a pretty road (Roads in Bangi are not pretty enough *smirks* especially the one that I've been driving along to Anid's schoooool!!)
• Lying in bed listening to the rain outside (My aircond in the room is deafening! Should ask Dad to send it in for service)
  
• Hot towels fresh out of the dryer just after my shower (I dont have any dryer..)
• A leisurely hot bath (People keep knocking on the door "Sape kat dalam!! Cepat sikit!" and I'll get distracted)
• Laughing at myself (What would they think if I do so??)
• Midnight phone calls from my loved ones that last for hours (Dont have any boyfriend. Sya is in Ipoh..Roy and Im are million miles away. Afar lost his hp and even if he got one, he wont even talk for an hour! Heheh..Lawak je afar =P)
• Laughing for absolutely no reason at all (Hmm..What say u??)
• Spending time with my old friends (I dont know whether they are still alive or not. Plus, several of them are already gone to college and we lost contact)
• Sweet dreams (I cant predict what my next dream would be but yesterday, I had a nightmare. You know why? Because I dreamt of 'the stranger')
• Swinging on swings (My swing at home is pethatically damaged. Heh..)
• Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day (Everytime I wake up, anid's voice will penetrate my brain!!!! "Dina hantar aku pergi sekolah"..Waaaarrrghh!!)
• Possessing a z4 and getting ready to win the car race with Afar. Hehehe (Duh!!~It's like spending my whole life for a million dollar z4 and...tak sampai hati tgk afar kalah. Hahahahaha..)
• Being a millionaire (I think you know the reason)

Ok. That's enough. I think I need my rest.