Have You Ever..?

• Have you ever gone to some places that you've been dying to stand on eversince you saw the light of the day that makes you hate to be where you supposed to be?
• Have you ever loved somebody wholeheartedly that makes you tell a lie for her/his own sake but everything didnt come out right and both of you have to live separate lives?
• Have you ever lost a great friend who has known you better than yourself that makes you cry day and night and nobody can ever replace her/his place in your heart?
• Have you ever wanted something so bad but there's no way you can ever reach it that drives you deranged?
• Have you ever fallen in love for the first time with your bosom buddy that makes you cant sleep at night because you are kinda sure that she/he feels the same thing but at the end of the day she/he is with somebody else?
• Have you ever been in a situation where a doctor is saying something to the patient "I'm sorry. You have a brain cancer (or whatnot) and you will be living for just another couples of months" that makes you feel terribly touched?
  
• Have you ever poured scorn on somebody whom you abominate and for the outcome, you cant even live without her/him?
• Have you ever done something damnable and erring unpurposely to somebody that makes you keep asking for her/his apologise but all she/he does is blaming and condemning you?
• Have you ever been in the sweetest dream you have ever had that makes you loath to be awaked?
• Have you ever got a surprise or a gift from somebody whom you have a crush on that makes you smiling for the whole day but at the end of the day you ferret out that it was a mistake?

Partially, I have and only God knows the agony endured. But I never regret for the things that I have done. And I'm proud of myself =)

Anyhow, I'm flying to Langkawi this Wednesday. So, do pray for me and I do really hope to bring home something that can make my family proud. Yet, I havnt experienced this one.

I'm flying...higher..and higher..and higher.....