Saturday, January 21, 2006

A Melancholia

'Dina, ko baru bangun tido eh? Aku ada berita sedih'
'Hmm.. *husky voice* ape?'
'Aku baru beli handphone.....'
'Hmm....'
'Tanak tanye brape ke?'
'Hmmm..brapa?'
'Boleh la tahan..'
'Hmm... (tahpapentah suruh org tanye brapa pastu jawab mcm tu)'
'Tau tak model ape?'
'Tak'
'Yang hari tu tu'
'Hmm..'
'Ermm...harga dia rmXXXX tapi kalau nak register bla bla bla jadik bla bla..'
'Hmm.. *heartless*'
'Errmm..tu je laa..'
'Ok'

Hung up phone. Kesian anid sebab tak mendapat respond yg memuaskan drpd dina. Haha.. sorry ye dik, takde mood time tu. Heh.. Then I said to myself 'Wouldn't it be worthless to spend such amount of money for something like that? I mean, she's just 15 and still sekolah, bukannya penting.' But yea, it's Dad's money anyway albeit it may sound quite unfair to me. Tak heran, my notebook is worth about more ;p

Hari ni dina sangat tak bermaya. Dan juga sangat moody. pms kot. Heh.. Results chem hari tu baru dpt td. insyaAllah qualified kot nak sit for June entry. Tapi kan...hari tu jumpa sinwee and batu (current sports excos) diorang kata diorang ambik AS november. tiba2 rase cam discouraged la pulak. Sigh. Miss Aizan and Mr.Azman pulak dah start nak rev up the momentum. Risau + tertekan + pening pale + ape lagi? Memang la tak elok stress2 ni tp normal la kot kan.

Petang tadi tidor gile lame. Heh..normal la kot. Fira ajak main basket pkol 5. Ehem.. kate nak jadik sports exco, kene ah meng-poyokan diri ;p tapi bangun tido pkol 530 (takyah la tanye start tido kol bape.Heh..) lepas solat baru turun. Ingatkan ramai, tengok ade 3 org je. Semua topaz lak tu. Diamond terkapai sorg2. Heh.. Pastu malam tadi mcm biasa tolong budak2 exhibition for ICAN and tolong budak2 deco buat preparation for closing ceremony. Berazam sejak petang tadi nak tidur awal malam ni sebab esok nak bangun pagi revise maths (ade test hr rabu) tapi...eheh..biasa la, susah sket kalau dah monitor terpampang. temptation tu agak sukar utk dielakkan. Heh..

Macam biasa la, time moody2 and emo2 ni la surf internet and check out recent pictures in flickr.explore (Trime kaseh kat uncle saiful sebab die menyelamatkan dina drpd kebosanan dan ketensyenan untuk melayan kerenah internet explorer. Maka dengan itu, gune la Mozilla Firefox. Yes, I'm the last person to use this browser, I know :| ). Rase nak nangis je sebab tgk gambar2 tu sangat lawa dan cantik. Before tu ade jugak test2 nak gune photoshop. Belajar through tutorial page la tapi hampeh tak faham satu pon. Makin tensyen ade la. Heh.. give up tak giveup, last2 tutup terus photoshop. Pasrah.. Tapi lepas tgk gmbr2 flickr tu gembira semula la :))))

Tiba2...... 'mana best eh. jadik doktor ke jadik photographer?' haha..susah ar bile dah terpikir bende2 camtu sebab nnt dina jadik malas nak blajar pastu duk depan com je blaja bende2 merepek lain. Haha.. [note to anid: Shhhhhh!!jgn bgtau mum ngan dad ;p] i just let the question flew away. Kadang2 ade jugak terasa nak belajar jadik photographer. Belajar betul2 la pegi kelas and all. Tapi mahal la kot kan. Any idea? Heh..dina desperate ni!!! Hahaha..

Hari tu m0mad bagitau 'Dina, hr tu aku try search 'm0mad' pastu nampak blog ko. Ape lagi, bace laa.' Hmm..ye la. Dah agak dah. Agak2nye trend zaman sekarang kot main search2 name ni. Leceh ar! Tak kesah pun senornye. Heh..

Hari tu ICAN punye opening sangat gempak. Actually time Mr. Small nak officiate tu simple je. sampai Mr. Small tanye adam 'That's it?' Haha.. Last year dia kena buat puzzle sampai pening pale. Agaknye before die nak officiate tu die dah buat puzzle byk2 kot last2 simple je bende tu, tensyen je dia. Haha..Tapi video presentation gempak gile!! Tabik spring ah kat Imran. Maka ada la muka dina yg comel kat situ. Hoho.. Kalau rajin nnt orang put up la kat blog. Memang best :p

Ade ape2 lagi? Hrmm.. Sekarang ni tengah lelong taktahu nak buat apa time Manifesto. Boleh je nak buat gempak2 (takde idea pon actually. Haha..) tapi takut menang pulak. Poyo, I know ;p Maka dengan itu, dina nak tido la. Dah mabuk dah ni. Nway, I've stumbled upon this nifty piece of work. And a very nice and beautiful words :)
No matter what I do...I always forget to forget you. And will always do :)

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